Mikailah 'Kai' Gry

Clan	Ravnos
Position	None
Status	1
Domain	???
Coterie	None
Society	???
Path	Humanity 000
Player	Dora

Kai

Even if you don't approve of me, I want to laugh and when I want to cry, I'll cry.
I always want to show my true self.
No one can relive a moment once it's gone.
With these feelings I have now, despite my regrets, I want to walk my own path.

All Photos © HonestLiarDigital

Character Information

Alias(es): Kai

Real Name: Mikailah

Apparent Age: 16

Concept: 'Imperfect I am, imperfect I'll remain'

Physical description: Kai is a lanky 5'7 girl with long dirty brown hair that's almost never let down. Something about hair being obnoxious and impractical when let down or something like that. She used to dress extremely flashy, there's rumors she wore a belt that actually lit up at Grand Elysium, but it came with her getting too much damn attention (Magnetic x 5). Because she's sick of said attention, she's now tried to tone it down some. Nowadays, she dresses in mostly black but no matter what she wears, somewhere on her person is always a freedom scarf that is emblazoned with the US flag. That never changes because, in her words, freedom never changes. She also wears a clan pin.

Detailed Status:
Acknowledged by Sovereign Prince Kelly

LEGACY

3/1/14 - 3/28/15

Isn't this basically enough? Isn't it okay to be just good enough?
Life is more fun if you've left some room for suspense, right?
Isn't it fine to sleep if you're tired? Isn't it fine to take a break now and then?
So that we can do the things we want to, isn't that what we're all living for?

Isn't this basically enough? Isn't it fine even if you mess up?
No matter how much you worry, doesn't everything come down to timing?
You keep taking things on one by one, what exactly do you want to do?
So that you can do the things you want to, isn't that why you were born?

Since there's no way to live a perfect life
Since I don't want to live a perfect life
My clumsy self will just stay clumsy

God, can you hear this song? Even if you don't approve
I want to laugh, and when I'm upset I want to cry
Always living for the moment, that's what I want to do
No one can ever return to a moment once it's passed, and surely there will be regrets
With these feelings I have now, I want to walk on my own path

Isn't this basically good enough? Isn't it okay to not overdo it?
If you have to fake a smile, then you're not having any fun at all are you?
You keep taking things on one by one, what exactly do you want to do?
There's no question that everyone can get a perfect score on, right?

Since there's no way to live a perfect life
Since I don't want to live a perfect life
My imperfect self will just stay imperfect

God, can you hear this song? Even if you don't wish me to
I want to laugh, and now I want to shout out
The conclusion is always No Logic
Since someday the end of our one-time dream will come
Until we accept the end our lives, we won't even think of giving up

"Choose only the things you want to do, and throw away what you don't"
For everyone to live by that method... isn't possible is it.

History

Kai openly admits to being embraced just shy of her 17th birthday 3 years this coming August 2015.
She started her unlife in the south, with her sire Butch, until the passions caused a poor life choice and forced her away from his side.
She came up north to Iowa to be with her Grandsire and became a member of the Anarch Movement.
Six months later, Kai was Acknowledged at Nonclaive.

Since then, she's stayed mostly within the Midwest, working for the betterment of her brothers and sisters in the Movement while somehow managing to keep a tight grip on her Acknowledgement.

She rotates between several domains, claiming her clan makes it hard to stay rooted down, which makes it hard to pin exactly where she calls 'home', if there's anywhere at all.

She's known best for her rock solid ties to the Anarch Movement and follows an open Reformer Impulse.
For the most part, Kai comes off exactly how she wants to.
What people make of that is up to them.
At the Conclave, Kai proposed a docket to deal with the Neo Carthaginians in Des Moines
Later that night, Kai met final death.

Brothers and Sisters

Sal | "You were always thanking me for being kind. That's why I want to get stronger. "
Clarence | "Because we can't play it safe or sound anymore, and we don't have a place to go home to." (Deceased)
Joe | "I try to keep my hands clean, but they still seem polluted."
Bulvi | "We move ahead because we still have a heart left inside of us that wants to believe in something."
Joe | "You just need something simple to start, but I'm lacking that all-important thing called "guts". It's a courage test I gotta pass and now really isn't the time to run away..."

Cam Contacts

Nakki | "With silence comes peace. With peace comes freedom. With freedom comes silence"
Archon Malcom Durrett | "I never bought a suit before in my life, but when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice."
Tiny | "They say we are what we are... but we don't have to be."
Prince Abbot | "That day, you changed me and you made my past, my past"
Prince Tao | "I'm bad behavior but I do it in the best way."
Taylor | "Up all night to get lucky."
Xxero | "Stop with that tough guy act, I can see right through that act you put up."
Cricket Mariott | “This Monday, it’s time to put up or shut up!", that's your philosophy, isn't it?
Algernon | "No one knows the answers to everything. Nobody knows what tomorrow brings. Nobody really knows anything."
Sadie | "I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink. I'm not doing this again."
Greg | "Maybe I'm a dreamer, maybe I'm misunderstood, maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should"
Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum | "Don't bring a knife to a gunfight, you'll lose."
Prince Jesse Kesch | "I was a dick when I was seventeen. I thought the world owed me everything"
Archon Hannah Martin | "Strange things did happen here, no stranger would it be, if we met at midnight in the hanging tree."

Frustrations

Lena! | "You have a mind to keep me quiet and although you can try, better men have hit their knees and bigger men have died."
Prince Hannibal | "I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name cause I was only born inside my dreams"

Sire

Butch | "We keep this love in a photograph. We made these memories for ourselves. Where our eyes are never closing, hearts are never broken and times are forever frozen still" (Deceased)

Family

Nicolae | "In the town of broken dreams, the streets are filled with regret. Maybe down in Lonesome Town I can learn to forget"
Liam | "On our darkest day, when we’re miles away, sun will come. We will find our way home"
Blue River | "He put his foot inside the door and gave a crooked smile. Something in his eyes, something in his laugh, something in his voice; it made my skin crawl off"
Sahil | "Let go of everything you fear inside. All you do is let the fear define who you are when you just let it overtake you."
Thomas | "Don't trust a ho."
Sloan | "In the illusion that you have created, I have known love."

Brood
Tex | Grandsire | "Get another bottle out. Let's shoot the shit. Let's sit back down for just one more drink. Here's to us."
Rayne | Aunt | "Yesterday, a child came out to wonder, caught a dragonfly inside a jar." (Deceased)

Character Inspirations

Jinx
Homeschoolers Annoymous
"'Ohana" means "family." "Family" means "no one gets left behind." But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though. I remember everyone that leaves."
Various Visual Novel Sources.

Soundtrack

King of Anything - Sara Bareilles
No Logic - JimmyThumb-P
I See Fire - Ed Sheeran
Red Hands - Walk off the Earth
Illusion and Dream - Poets of the Fall
Broken Crown - Mumford & Songs
human - Christina Perri
Ash Like Snow - The Brilliant Green
No Good Deed - Wicked
Tragedy + Time - Rise Against
Nothing stays the same - Luke Sital-Singh
Slow Me Down - Emmy Rossum
Just give me a reason - Pink/Nate Ruess
Dead Hearts - Stars
I Will Not Bow - Breaking Benjamin
Put the Gun Down - ZZ Ward
Riot - Three Days Grace
Bartholomew - The Silent Comedy
Got the Life - Korn
You've Got to Stand for Something - Aaron Tippin
Bourbon Street - Jeff Tuohy
Desperate Measures - Marianas Trench
One Foot - Fun.
Awake o Sleeper - The Brothers Bright
Resolution - Everfound
Little Motel - Modest Mouse
Near to You - A Fine Frenzy
Oblivion - Bastille
Dust Bowl Dance - Mumford and Sons

Quotes

"Let me tell you a story about Vampire Snooki, Lena the Barbarian, Big Clarence, and Hobo Guy..."

"When faced with tragedy, people come alive or they find themselves coming undone. So...I don't want to talk about love. At all.""

Rumors

Not actually a Ravnos but a RavNos
Scared the shit out of a baby Ravnos in Twin Cities
Secretly a Malkavian with Chimestry out of Clan

May be the youngest surviving childe of Jakob Phuridae